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GENE KEY 32: VENERATIO

Spectrum: Failure → Preservation → Veneration THE SHADOW — Failure

HALF-HEARTEDNESS

THE LIFE HALF-LIVED

The 29'» shadow of Half-Heartedness in combination with its programming partner, the 30' shadow of Desire, creates quite possibly the greatest emotional chaos of any two of the Shadow pairings. This is a deep and ancient genetic programming within human beings. More than anything it concerns a basic lack of trust in human desire. Desire, as we can learn from the 30 shadow and its Gift of Lightness, serves a greater purpose than simply creating emotional confusion. Desire that is fully embraced always leads to a beneficial outcome. It is after all a pure life energy within us. The problems with desire arise through the 29" shadow and its dynamics. In essence this Shadow is about two things that ultimately stem from the same source — over-commitment and lack of commitment. The secret to all commitment lies in the way in which you begin. It is the energy behind your actions that creates your future rather than the actions themselves. There is nothing that is worth doing in life unless it is done with absolute commitment. It doesn’t matter whether you love it or hate it, if you attempt anything half-heartedly you might as well not attempt it at all. Without commitment, action lacks power or direction and above all, it lacks luck. This last comment may sound rather odd, but there exists a universal law that anything that is done with full commitment carries within it the seed of good fortune. Likewise, anything done without full commitment carries the seed of misfortune. All life is a continuum and every action you take leads you down a certain path. It must also be said that there is no morality behind this universal law of commitment. It simply represents an invitation for you to trust in life. Half-heartedness robs you of your opportunity to participate in life’s mystery. It stalls life’s natural tendency towards the magical and the profound. This Shadow keeps you a victim of fate rather than being a player in the great play. It keeps you in the sidelines, ensuring that you play roles in life that are dull and monotonous or else fraught with emotional agony. In a nutshell, when you enter into something halfheartedly you invite misery into your life. This 29'" Gene Key is about human feelings. It’s about sex and relating, failure and success, desire and expectation. No matter who you are, your life depends upon your honouring the laws of this Gene Key. When you do something half-heartedly you are actually behaving dishonestly. You may not be literally dishonest with others, but you are being dishonest with yourself and with life and this always has unpleasant consequences. The 29" shadow is a wake-up call to all human beings. How clearly you hear the message depends on how deeply asleep you are. Commitment operates within a cycle and at the end of its cycle it either automatically renews itself or it lets go and commits to something else. These cycles can be of many different lengths. The cellular cycle las... THE SIDDHI — Veneration